My actual goals are to be so successful & independent that I can spoil myself and my family and do what I love and go where I want whenever.
What’s best 4 me
Dear Past love ,
Sorry for the early random text
I woke up with it on my mind so I must speak on itI can’t with this situationship anymore
My love for you has always allowed you back into my life with slight hesitation but still always because I cared
And I think somewhere in my head I really thought some day it would be a little different
But time after time it always becomes the same
It’s what u want and if I don’t agree fully or I’m not willing to give you that
You dipset& then you come back and blame me for the distance between us
But I’ve always been here for you
Even when I shouldn’t have been
Even though u push me away and aren’t willing to trust me enough to tell me basic Shit or even consider me a “friend/companion”It’s real selfish
… Well that’s my opinionU want to acknowledge our history but then you treat me like a random person out here time after time
But it’s cool, you only do what I allow
So from now on
If you don’t want to show me the true u, trust me enough to let me in to know ————I have no words
I’ve always wished you the best
And that’s no different
But for my own sake
I can’t do the random pop ups
For you it’s just a conversation
For me it’s an emotional roller coaster
& I get that you don’t get that cause my thought process is crazy
So I’m clarifyingAll I’ve been asking for is your friendship
But I shouldn’t have to
It’s people out here willing to understand how great it is to have a friend like me
So miss me with your selfishnessI love you
But I’ve always loved me more
It can’t just be what you want
Stop assuming your feelings run deeperI hope you have a great day
No response is necessary
I just wanted to share
